Archive for August, 2008

Remember Me

August 22, 2008 · Filed under Sentimyento, blah-blah-blah

 

 

“Nothing happens by accident. We are born with so many breaths. When they’re used up, we die. Nothing can stop it.” – Peter in Remember Me, by Christopher Pike

 

I’m one who’s not afraid of death. My closest friends would even say that I have an obsession over it. I know it’s an unhealthy obsession but one shouldn’t think that I’m the type who would commit suicide. I might be curious over what really happens on that side of the fence when we die but I’m one who’s afraid of dying young and not being able to know what I could have done with my life. I’m scared of leaving behind people I love. If there’s one thing that I’m afraid of more that anything else, it’s Time. I’m scared I have so little time that I wouldn’t be able to do much so that people would remember me when I’m gone. I’m scared of being forgotten. I want to be remembered.

 

I know I’m not a good girl. I talk people behind their backs (admit it, who doesn’t?), I love gossip, I sometimes swear, I crush on someone’s boyfriend (and wish that girl to disappear), I don’t always respect authority (and people older than me), I sometimes feel dreamy during Sunday sermons and guess what? I’m not perfect. I know some people would secretly be happy when I’m gone but I think the feeling is mutual. Ha ha. Seriously, I don’t know what people would say during my wake.

 

“She’s such a nice girl it’s so nice she’s dead.”

 

“I’ll miss her. I’ll miss her obsession over strawberries. I’ll miss her stupidity. I’ll miss the bookworm in her. I’ll miss her, especially her temper tantrums.”

 

“Kristine Bernadette Nacion Ponciano? She’s so…..whatever.”

 

Okay, let’s put it this way. I don’t really care about people saying those things about me when I’m gone. I just want to have something to leave to people I care about before I go six feet under. I don’t want to stop existing when my heart resists beating. I want to continue on living even without a body, that is, in the hearts of people I love.

 

I know I’m not great enough to be remembered.

 

But hey, I’m sixteen and I’m young and I’m so full of life. There is still time to do the things I need to do.

 

I’m not planning to achieve great things to be remembered.

 

I just want to have little marks in this world.

 

Your heart is my next target.

 

Let me leave a mark in it, will you? :D

 

 

 

 

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single and ready to mingle (* *,)

August 16, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

LIMANG dahilan kung bakit walang nanliligaw sakin:

5. Hindi ako kyut. Oo. Dahil kung kyut ako may nanligaw na sana sakin. 

4. Salbahe ako. Oo. Dahil kung mabait ako may nanligaw na sana sakin.

3. Pandak ako. Oo. Dahil kung matangkad ako may nanligaw na sana sakin.

2. Short-haired ako. Oo. Dahil gusto ng boys inaamoy ang buhok ng gerlprend nila. Mahirap amuyin yung sakin masyadong maiksi. (LOLS :D )

1. Bata pa ako. Oo. Dahil kung 26 years old lang sana ako ngayon niligawan na ko ni…

 

LIMANG dahilan kung bakit masaya maging single:

5. Nakakapag focus ako sa pag-aaral. No boyfriend, no hassle.

4. Naeenjoy ko ang company ng mga prends ko. Walang istorbo.

3. Pwedeng hindi magload. Kahit pa amagin pa ang cellphone ko, walang maghihintay ng text ko.

2. Walang hihintayin, walang mang-iindyan. Walang magbibigay ng kung anu-anong rason kung bakit hindi siya nakapunta. Walang mag-papakyut mapatawad mo lang. WALA!

1. Pwede akong mainlab kay Prof. Darwin hanggang gusto ko nang walang kumokontra at nagseselos!

 

LIMANG dahilan kung bakit gusto ko magkaboyprend…

5. May maghahatid sakin sa sakayan. Kasi masayang may hihila sayo bago ka sumakay tapos bubulungan ka niya ng “i lab u”. Diba? Nakakamiss na yun.

4. May mag-aalala kapag may sakit ako. Masaya yung may mag-tetext sa’yo kapag may sakit ka. Yung kahit na may sakit ka gusto mo pumasok kasi gusto mo siya makita. Hoow sweet.

3. Kapag may umaway sa’yo alam mong kahit anong mangyari kakampihan ka niya. Alam mong hindi ka mawawalan ng kakampi kahit anong mangyari. Alam mong hindi ka mag-iisa. Alam mong andyan lang siya. Alam mong mahal ka niya. Aaaaaww.

2. May 100th Day anibersayong icecelebrate. Kahit na hindi pa ‘ko nagkakaboyprend na umabot ng 100th day o kaya kahit isang buwan man lang, gusto ko pa rin pangarapin yan. haiiks. (-_-)@

1. Gusto ko lang may magmahal sakin. period. enough said.

 

LIMANG bagay na hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki:

5. Matalino. Yung hindi lang school-bound ang intelligence. Gusto ko yung makakausap ko rin siya about anything-and-everything under the sun at marami siyang alam! Kahit na mag-usap kami tungkol sa kasong sinampa kay Vanessa Anne Hudgens eh makakarelate siya. O kaya pagnakipag-debate ako tungkol sa Sociology at kung gaano ka-astig ang prof ko sa Socio eh may ibubuga siya.

4. Hindi HAMBOG. Ayoko sa BRA: Brainy. Rude. &Arrogant. Ang sarap ingud-ngod sa putikan. Bwahaha.

3. Magaling pumorma. Tandaan: Daig ng di kagwapuhan na magaling pumorma ang gwapo pero kasumpa-sumpa ang pananamit. Period.

2. Kailangan stick to one. Dahil ayoko. ng. may. kahati!

1. Weirdo. Yung tipong sabay kami mag-tetemper tantrums at magkaka-moodswing. Yung makakarelate sa mga ginagawa kong kakaiba. Yung tatanggapin ako kung ano ako. Yung may SOMETIMES. Basta, ayoko ng normal!! (^_^)

 

LIMANG bagay na gagawin ko wid my boyprend:

5. MaghaHunting kami ng Istobelis. Wheee. Ansaya naman nun. Tapos kapag may nakita akong stuff na type ko, bibili din siya dapat. Haha! Para parehas kami. Gagawin ko siyang Mr. Strawberry.

4. Magbubook marathon kami. Paunahan mag-basa ng libro!! Yihaaaaa.

3. Magkukwentuhan. Wala ng mas hihigit pa sa masayang kwentuhan.

2. Magtititigan. Hanggang sa maluha. Tapos yung maunang kumurap manlilibre ng BURGER! BURGER!

1. Maglalaro ng gameboy, o ng basketball o ng badminton o ng kahit anong hilig niyang gawin.  Basta ang mahalaga kasama ko siya!

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i likeS it! (^_____^)

August 15, 2008 · Filed under blah-blah-blah

…ano? vexed ka sa wrong grammar ko? wag ka na KUMONTRA! Hinawaan lang ako niyan ni Febe. and I likeS it!!! (^_^)

 

ano namang sumapi sakin para mag hiatus? wala lang, gusto ko lang maekspiryens na mag-view ng weblogs tapos di nila alam na binibisita ko sila. atsaka, ansarap panuorin amagin ng blog ko. diba? i likeS it!! (^_^)

 

ano namang nangyari habang nahihimlay ako sa kama ng hiatus?

…sa wakas tapos na ang midterms week. so far, satisfied naman ako sa mga iskors ko. highest ako sa Educ 101 at sa Sociology. o diba? yung dalawang peborit subjects ko pa yan! at syempre ansaya dahil nakapag paimpress ako kay sir erik na prof ko sa sociology. hee hee (* *,) i likeS it!!

 

i was tagged by winkii. hmmm, pers tym ko ma-tag. at ito na yun:

Click copy/paste, type in your answers and tag four people in your lists! Don’t forget to change my answers to the questions with that of yours. 

1. Four places I go to, over and over:
a. Powerbooks.
” Just can’t get enough of books. (^o~) ”
b. Booksale
” Where books cost as low as Php 5. i likeS it!! ”
c. Church
” Where everything feels great. (~ ~.) ”  
d. Educ Faculty
” Sino pa bang nasa Faculty? Edi Professors… ”
2. Four people who e-mail me regularly:
a. WordPress
b. Facebook
c. Friendster
d. Spams
3. Four of my favorite places to eat:
a. KFC
” Walang kasing sarap ang Strawberry Fizz dito..”
b. Mcdo
” Masarap ang Strawberry Cheesecake dito..”
c. i love sushi
d. Home.
” Kahit na sawa na ko sa isda..”
4. Four places i’d rather be:
a. Strawberry Land
(aka Baguio)
b. My room

c. Educ Faculty Room

d. The Mall
5. Four TV shows I could watch over and over:
a. Coffee Prince

b. It Started with A Kiss
c. Hana Kimi (The Original) (^_^)
d. I’m Sorry I love YOu

6. Four people I think will respond:
The occupants of my blog: Spiders. My deepest thanks to them for creating cob-webs here while i was gone. They made my blog extra-invisible. i likeS it!! (^_^)

 Wheaw. Dats it Polks. Have a terrif weekend.

 

Ps. i likeS it!! (* *,)

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Memeha: The Wonder Cat

August 5, 2008 · Filed under blah-blah-blah

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Strawberry Swing by Coldplay

August 2, 2008 · Filed under kinahuhumalingan, musik, arts at iba pa

This is a song from Coldplay’s fourth album: Viva Lavida or Death and his friends. Coldplay, apparently, is Febe’s favorite band and it seems that I’m about to become one. Read the lyrics and I’d post the video as soon as possible so you can listen to it. Happy Weekend! (^o~)

They were sitting

They were sitting in the strawberry swing

Every moment was so precious

They were sitting

They were talking in the strawberry swing

Everybody was for fighting

Wouldn’t wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water

Bring me ’round

Now my feet won’t touch the ground

Cold, cold water

What ya say?

When it’s such

It’s such a perfect day

It’s such a perfect day

I remember

We were walking up to strawberry swing

I can’t wait ’til the morning

Wouldn’t wanna change a thing

People moving all the time

Inside a perfectly straight line

Don’t you wanna just curve away

When it’s such

It’s such a perfect day

It’s such a perfect day

Ah…

Now the sky could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

Could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

Well the sky could be blue

Could be grey

Without you I’m just miles away

Well, the sky could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

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